Often Tobias forgot why he came somewhere in the first place. To his defense it was not like he had to be somewhere. He definitely didn’t mind having to charm an old lady into buying him a sandwich and something to dink. Old people were the best. The lady didn’t even expect something in return and just wanted to have someone to talk to. She was actually quite nice and had interesting stories. Had his grandpa still been around she’d make an amazing step grandma. Toby enjoyed the cake and chat a little too much for just an excuse for food. Perhaps if he had gone to muggle school, he could’ve ended up working in nursing homes. Pouring their tea and listening to their stories actually sounded like a good job.

She had left and he was back at wandering the streets. As he had nothing to do, Tobias resulted in looking into shops and inns when he passed the windows. The young man was minding his own business when someone bumped into him. “Ow,” he chuckled and rubbed his chest. “That’s quite alright.” His eyes fell upon the person who had bumped into him and met a familiar face lined with blue hair. The last time they met he was a lot less sober and could barely recall anything from said day. He blinked when he heard a curse word leaving her mouth. “Is something wrong?” He asked, clueless.
@rebekah,

Had he been messed up on narcotics he probably would have believed her words. Now however he was very aware of Becky’s body language which was everything but okay. “No it isn’t,” he said, taking a step back to give her some space. Tobias decided to wait with talking more until she was a bit calmer. Meanwhile he kept a close eye on her because it’d be bad if something happened. “Hey eh.. If this is about me falling asleep right after, you know that one time. I was pretty fucked up on drugs and booze. Heck I don’t even remember half of that day.” He assumed they had fun because they lasted for quite a while and did extra rounds. Heck if you picked a crazy location like the shack to do it in, it was bound to be exciting. “And don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone because I can see it can be damaging for your reputation to well… Be with someone like me.” Heck who would even believe him?

@rebekah,

The young wolf blinked as the Hogwarts student got up. Tobias was slightly confused. In his head thousands of questioned roamed. If she wasn’t ashamed of him then why such a reaction? He didn’t interrupt her and listened instead. She’d left right after it seemed. Made sense on why he woke up alone, wondering if those scraps of memories happened or if he dreamed them. Apparently they were very true. When brown met green, Tobias swallowed. What was this heavy feeling.

“Like I said; I don’t remember much of that evening but I believe you one hundred precent,” he replied to her explanation. Tobias never minded a good round of shagging with someone actually of his age. The old ladies and men he had for money just didn’t do it for him. So even if some would argue one shouldn’t bed a person who was beyond reason on ‘resources’, he doubted Rebekah even notice. Because well, he was almost 24/7 high, just sometimes slightly more sober than other times. He wouldn’t have minded the sex when sober so he didn’t mind it happened.

Hold up. More and more red flags popped up here. Virgin. Oh no. The only thing that was terrible about being messed up beyond reason on drugs was that he probably didn’t consider a simple charm that had saved his ass many times before. He doubted a virgin would even know it existed. At this point he could already feel which bomb was going to be dropped. The curly haired male sighed and prepared himself. And there it was. “Four months?! Wait of course four months. Why am I surprised about that?” He shook his head and sighed to himself. This was bound to happen one day. He only blamed himself, had he been able to control himself with the drugs intake this probably wouldn’t have happened.

“I’m sorry. Uhm, so… What do you want to do? There is still time to get an abortion. If you want I can go with you,” he suggested calmly. Considering her situation that was probably the best. Raising a child and studying had to be hard to combine. Tobias knew several girls who had done it, he even went with some of them as support because the father refused to. And he wasn't going to be one of those men.

@rebekah,

Tobias had been willing to talk this through peacefully and figure out how to go with this situation from here. However the reaction he got was uncalled for. “Those other mothers?” She really ticked a wrong nerve within the young wolf. Tobias was about the most easy going person there was but stuff like this pissed him off. “It’s not cool of you to attack other women who had to go through that. Do you think it was easy for them to make that decision? What makes you even think they put themselves in that situation? Some women get pregnant from men who force themselves upon them. And even if the sex was mutually wanted accidents happen. Some women chose that now is not the right time for the baby to come into this world,” he started and ran a hand through his hair in frustration.

“Do you wager adoption? Think about the situation this baby will be born into. Their mother is only a student who cannot provide for herself. Their dad is a bloody junk, unable to get a fucking job because the Ministry has decided that werewolves are bad. The country is at war. The baby will surely get bullied because of the bloody pathetic parents he or she has. Is this really the situation you want to raise a child in?” Tobias loved children and didn’t want anything more than have a happy family of his own some day. But right now the way he was, he’d make an awful father. Heck he wouldn’t even dare to think someone would consider dating him. It was not that he was trying to run away from responsibilities, Tobias simply didn't know what he could offer and it made him feel like an awful person.

@rebekah ,

Tobias didn’t feel like having this argument right now. He wasn’t a woman so what value did his voice even in such matters? What he did know was that he wanted to stand up for his friend who had to make the decision not so long ago. “It’s not a baby yet it’s just a cluster of cells. Some women have abortions because their body cannot handle the pregnancy, they might die if they don’t get one. Why do women get reduced to nothing but incubator by the time they get pregnant. Do you even have any idea how difficult the adoption process is in this country? Did you live in an orphanage of unwanted children? Because I did. I lived there after my loving mother threw me on the streets because I wasn’t the son she thought she’d have. In the orphanage there were enough human children, wonderful children, forgotten by the world. This world isn’t as wonderful as we’re told to believe,” he shook his head, trying his best to calm down. “All I’m asking is: don’t act like you’re better than the women who did decide to have an abortion. Don’t accuse them of killing a baby, the progress is hard enough as it is. Do what you think is best for you but don’t force other women to do the same.” Tobias decided to leave it at that.

He was stressed, his body was aching for a shot that’d make him forget all this. If there was anything he’d ever wanted it was to have a warm family of his own some day. Too bad for him this was real life and this was all it had to offer. This all left him with a heavy feeling. He didn’t know what he should do. He felt bad for the kid already, growing up in such a messed up environment. “Bold of you to assume I’ll still be alive by that time,” he scoffed and shook his head. If it kept going on like this, he’d either be killed by the ministry or OD within ten years. This wasn’t life. If he slipped up with his golden safe sex routine, how long before his wolf killed someone? If that hadn’t occurred already.

This wasn’t something he could just make a decision on in a few minutes. The shock was still there. “Anything else?” If she didn’t mind he’d get back on this later.

@rebekah,